today I'm feeling very concise a little weird, and terrific, a sensation of being alone, a hard outfit has covered me like i cant get my self off from it..!!
day after tomorrow i have my far awaited SSB, for which i have been waiting since 6th standard, i don't know what is about to happen, i just cant predict it even, but i
am excited with strain, NO DOUBT ...
i have seen 1000's of people, i have learnt from them, dealt with different behavior, got screwed of a few of them....
but this time its going to be different, this time i have to deal with the panel of best guys who will judge my outcome from their inputs, i don't know whether or not i can make it, but i have to do it, not because i need some hard core job in some NATIONAL AGENDA, but because i have always dreamt of it, to be a Defense Person, i never imagined about my self without it, simply because it flows in my veins, and i cant JUST DIE LIKE a civilian!!!
i want to be a SOLDIER who dies on battle ground, with tonnes of bullets in my chest....
oh god bless me, bless me so that i can do it this time for what i have waited so long!!!
don't let it go away without me..
please help me god!!!
