September 4, 2011

the small death - 2

Hello People,



I appreciate the feedback I got on  my previous blog the small death. I expect my readers will always be supporting me.

"Thanks Every One"


Here goes the next part, enjoy yourself.



Continued from previous:



It was 10:00 AM, we had a talk with our Care Taker and decided to visit doctor, I was hardly able to walk as pain was getting worsen on me, I could hardly think of anything else except to cut out my right part of intestine, well sarcastically it was hardly possible for me.

Somehow we could reach hospital; Charu tries to make me comfortable, but was hardly successful. He immediately had a talk with doctor, after certain enquiries and consultation he was up with his part of solution of the problem caused to be, and whose consequences were brightly painted on my face.



Appendicitis, a condition characterized by inflammation of the appendix. It is classified as a medical emergency and many cases require removal of the inflamed appendix, either by laparotomy or laparoscopy. Untreated, mortality is high, mainly because of the risk of rupture leading to peritonitis and shock.


I was not very clear of the above written statements, until I had been through. The pain was caused due to Appendicitis, I can remember once in college, I was admitted to Hospital late night by 2:00 AM, it was Mayank Thankur, Vipin Gautam, & Ankit Goel guys who did the job for me.




any ways, let’s get back to the drama, I was admitted immediately, and was asked to undergo a test series, my body was getting weakened of pain, it was not possible for me to bear the stress any more, after a while I was unconscious, the last thing which I remember was Charu was sitting next to me in Ambulance. After that, the complete picture was blank.


I woke up at around 7:00 PM, some painkiller was injected to me, so I was feeling better, but still moment of body was killing. Well, mean while I was informed that shortly I was about to be operated, felt a deep sigh of ****


Even I don't know of what I felt of?

"OK, so It's the time", said the doctor.

It was 7:30 PM, I was made to walk by myself,reached Operation Theater, looked at those big scissor like things, a big plate half rounded, some cutting tools, etc.

any way, i proceeded ahead, a Young gal, must be of 20, No may be 21 or 22 years old, came in, gave me some type of cloth to wear on.
I put on cloths, i cant exactly say, what makes her smile, the cloths or the cloth wearer?


I laid on bed, you know it gives an awkward feeling when you lay on bed, in front of odd people. well i had to bear this one.

I don't remember when i get into sleep, it was magic for me.
after some time, I came back to my unconscious mind, which was consciously active.
I could hear all the voices that were around me, but none of them was understandable to me.
Yeah, I could listen to them, I don't know how it happened to me, but i was.
meanwhile, i forgotten what was going on, I could feel every thing done to me, apart from the fact that they were LESS PAINFUL, yes i mean that.

I could feel a pulse going around, for every specified period of time, at a moment the pressure was high, rather highest, and at next moment it was lowest. at one moment i felt i would get burst, and at the nest i would get squeezed in me.I don't know how was i able to bear all that. but critical was yet to come next.
Meanwhile when all above was happening to me, I could remember at a moment i couldn't breath, i tried once but i couldn't, and than i gave up. i felt a deep relaxation, no more pain, no more inner or outer pressure, no more trouble, no more sounds. as if i was not in me.

2 days Later:

It was 6:00 PM of evening, i could feel things around me, surrounded by bunch of pipes, I had a look around. Charu was there with my father standing at a distance.
I tried to woke up, but i couldn't. for next many days i was kept in. 

before the day i was to taken out, doctor came to me, and said, "You're a lucky fellow, i have never seen people like you, all i have to say, you just got saved by your friend, you should be thank full."

here is the hidden part, while i was being operated i was to report for my joining at my location, in case of miss, i could have been fired, but I was saved, from medical slips to fee of doctors, he took the initiative.
in night when he was suppose to sleep, doctor told him something which made him unreleased from tension,

"keep your phone on, in case of emergency we will contact you, poor guy couldn't sleep cause of me."

last but not the least i was dead in Operation Theatre, but don't know i was saved.

He can't be a simple Human Being, cause they don't do at this level, and if they do, they are NOT Humans, but angels, and i fortunately I got one.

Trillions of sincere thank words to Charu Agarwal, who showed me what does the friendship means.
you're just awesome, cheers man....!!!

Dedicated to; 
Charu Agarwal